| ran_mouri ( @ 2008-11-13 00:05:00 |
| Entry tags: | emo |
RAN-TEO (in English for the weak of mind)
So, I'm still unemployed and slowly going insane with worry.
Mom hasn't been doing well this month, she's been crying and we both pretend it never happened. I don't think I can do anything else, sometimes I hold her, sometimes I let her hold me.
It was her birthday today. We spent it together. I baked a cake, tasted like granma's ... the lights went off, so I guess she was haunting us again.
Had another job interview today. Don't think it's gonna work.
I guess I cried a little too.
Stupid Vonage, stupid me.
I need a rest but I can't sleep at night. Dunno why (... actually I do, and I hate it)
Tomorrow I've got a class to teach, a dumb-ass kid who can't understand English. I guess I can't complain though, it's money I don't have at the moment.
Going to bed now...
... sorry for the emo-ness guys...
... I guess I just needed to rant a little.